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and so what if you're astral disaster?
what comes after
world crushes into pieces
ashes fall down
pillow just after
will keep your thoughts
whatever will carry
you carry enough
just chill and fall
into the powerless ground
whatever will take you
yours richness and bright
that will be gone
till he roll up end of the tongue
it will run thru you
it will guide you to
	desire
		in light
		    to stay
			maybe or whatever
			they SAY/SEE

you're mu-therless child
whatever they see
whatever they say
you're yours
mother's child
afterhood fades
in story-like
chain but
keep carry on
carry on change
ANOTHER
an OTHER's will
	throw you shall
	play in coins
LOST FUTURE
	every loosen faith
	perhaps you bother
perhaps in a prey
for GOD's peas in rest
in ground they stay

FOOLISH or PARRISH
whatever it says
in one take maybe
	in two
	sentences you lay
just standin' up
	tall crushin'
	fading lyin'
	trying dyin'

gusgus

quite much is tommorow about to come
there is too much going on at one point
you can be overcome
whenever, whatever will be
forever there is always just be

little by much is lighting the dutch
turns opens for a fire
whenever its over or time to light it up
when moon is bout to grow from bellys stink
there s always a way to turn dark into a shine
you thrive up for living so u forget sleep
u forget dreams to upset youre feet
ground underground underlying your lies
you are living the tremendous tragedy
lying those up yo-gi’s life
from face behind leaves
monkey’s youre tribe
you did a greedyys like trying to say sorry to monkeys
is not
your
responsibility
say sorry to monkeys
is not
youre
response-ability
say sorry to donkeys
is not
youre
response-ability
u just say sorry to pigs
cause they are thriving for digging in mud
gusgus*

*Reference to Disney's Cinderella, this verb refers to the particular scene when Gus is carrying too many things at one time, and even uses his chin and teeth to help him carry such a large amount of things at once. This can be used to carry more things than normally plausible in hopes of making fewer trips than otherwise.

clinch up on the way

u clinch up on the way
stay true
tuned to dry out of the edge
path blowing your mind
stuck up like fridge
waters rising up way
driving the fingers of princess dance
throwing a path through out your veins
given up all night stroked in sin
kinda onion putting a tears into a bay
by an eye conflict constructed
your sin is to dare all it to have
actress and actors shiny move
till the dance needs to proof

…will save you

other people will save you
let it go

from the other side
closer than you think
sleeping beauty
behind the windows
waiting for you to notice
but you dont know still
how to turn on the light
to notice

other people will save you
let it go
and watch closely

from behind
u hear just breathe
cold like a death
dancing on your back
pain from the choice
growing in between white and black
u would like to believe
in others move

other people will save you
let it go
and listen closely

deep inside
known from outside
going ahead through your head
light showing the movement
what matters in direction
of solid ground
you never reach outside
with no sight inside

you save will of others
let you go
and move slowly

litter is bitter

litter is bitter
you already know
by running away
confused, confound
rattle-headed
scattered your mind
litter is bitter
shows U what is better
so write U a letter
say it & go
don`t stay low
don`t stay too long
otherwise you stink
like water-stack
like racking child
U already saw
gate to the spot
so stay on your road
but slowly, slow
day by day
till new moons shape

/ late 2018, Lisboa

being

scared of people
human beings
		being
		being is your way of living
thoughts gone too far
careless, stressed unless replaced

saved by people
human beings
		being
		being is my living
accept your child
you can go wild

/ 2018, Lisboa